The New Page, the story of a little teemo

    Over the few months things have been hectic I'm about to tell a story of a little teemo but before I start that, I'd like to mention a friend of mine irl and here on DA who has some pretty good Art he has a unique style here check him out if you have free time : AUGUST POINTS COMMISSIONS!!!!!(Closed)(Edit 2: tablet pen broke down some of the commission types are no longer available, people who commissioned me prior to this have been marked with (technical difficulties))
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Alright so back to my story , this is a story about a teemo who feels remorse, anxiety, worthless, helpless, yet at the same time she feels bliss and ignorance for the dream she still hopes to achieve and gratitude for the ones that were around her even at the darkest of times and the story begins here.
 
Riddled with dreams and the reality, she sought to try her hardest in the last moments over the past few months before the public exams. life was hard she did what she could, only did she  realize that , that all was nothing more then a lesson it was the forshadow of what was about to come . Life was never easy for anyone she knew this there was never free lunch in this world, she spent days on end in jer last moments trying all she had. The funny thing was, she knew that regardless of what she did , she knew that  she was not able to pass these exams , yet she wondered during the procress of it "why?.. I know its hard, I don't even care anymore, I know I will fail..yet still why do I try so hard''?

Countless times she wondered about this especially when it came to the topic of math. In the past few years , lets say around 3-4 years she had to' skip it ' or rather she wasn't able to learn it due to language  restrictions, thus meaning she lost the basic foundation for it. Thus after, during the time of  6 years  she tried her hardest to seek for asissatntce , for that subject she ever so wanted to understand more yet sadly due to the limitations she was never able to succeed in this. It is in fact sad and just irrational in the end, she literally knew nothing, and went into the exam room unprepared. Remenicant of the past "I shoud have sought for more assistance yet I couldn't but I could in the end right before the finally moments so why ? was I not trying hard enough? "

After the exams had ended The lil teemo went for interviews and brought smiles to all the interviewers faces, going there , she felt pessimistic, as she already knew what her results would be like, regardless she still tried her best and brought smiles to her friends and family and interviewers face .In the end of the day she still wondered " why do I still try ? I KNOW ITS USELESS "  reality strikes again and agian as it become more remenicent everytime she thought about it , regardless of the smiles they gave , and the good passes it meant nothing, if the results she had for the public exmas didn't at least seem good.

OF course this wasn't everything that was only what had happned when during the pre and post public exams. Life became more simple and  at the same time more complex then it ever was, the lil teemo had the play the DSE game the game given by the society and going by their rules that was the result you'd get. Of course these marks wasn't the definition of who   you are and what you are in the future, however they are a definition of who you are in the past few months and what you have been doing the past few years at school. In any case in nothing more then a  lil paper of how the current society defines you . I on the other hand personally believe that in every game, every system is flawd there is no system out there that is perfect all we can do is draw the line of perfection as close as humanly possible. But enough of my own blabeering in life back to the lil teemos story. 

July 15th 2015, this was the day the public exam results were realeased, her friends around her become demoralized depressed and some that actualy tried were weeping of sorrow and agony , she understood how the others felt as she had felt this beforehand during the course of preparing for the exams comforting her poor friend whos grandmother had died right before she had literally taken the results in hand had been disturbed could see the fear, worry, horror and most of all the feeling of losing one that's precious being taken away it was as if a part of her was stolen yet she was powerless to stop it.

The lil teemo went on a college hunt to seek for education but with the results she had and the limited time she knew that each and every institute she checked and looked at, she had failed to attain the requirements needed. Regardless she knew what had to be done next and it was to take the lowest of the low in the education system and start from the bottem, she knew she had to give more then she had already did in the past and  there is always a need for improvement .As there is never a finall test that they would have as every each day they change , little do we notice it but our surroundings, effect us and so do your histories they shape us to who are today, in the present. Sometimes doing the best you can is not enough you must take the initiative and seek for assistance, knowloege, and most of all power before . One of the things she learnt was that with the correct amount of preparation, and time spent, its literally worth every penny even if it means you will not get what you want because there always more then 1 chance and 1 path you can always sucdeed . Articulation when necessary and withdrawl when needed that's the motif that this lil teemo has learnt so far .Of course this lil teemo didn't have blind optimism and was more rational but of couese she was just like others as well and made mistkes just like others.

Alright so after writing that story I realized how every single thing we do is a life experience and we should take it as a stepping stone in life and progress and live and do what makes us happy in a productive manner.Thanks for taking your time in reading this if you have !