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kk... so its been one month and some peeps did say it would get ''better'' but you know what? this is just the opposite.
since my days for filling on my ''sleep hours'' are taken its just doesn't get any better.
Senior form....hmmm....seems like my heath has gotten slightly ''bad-er'' as well with lesser as in really LESSER time to sleep.. it means lesser time
for my brain to rest...and more dozing off in class then before.
well before I had 4-5 hours of sleep now its just 2-3 =_=" and i just hate it when my blasted math teacher asks me to ''stay after'' school for apparently no reason
that just makes it worseer and one of the subs i chose...hmmm I'm trying not to doze off but i just have no idea whats going on in class....
I just think I reaaaaly need to get more sleep cuz i think 2-3 hours? thats just not enough for me...
lol there was this time when i was standing on the train and i believe it was around 8 -9 pm and i was snoozing while standing and it was real crowed and I nearly fell over on someone when i got pushed by the person behind me maaan how much i hate it when old lady's big ''chests'' hit me =_= man its troublesome when i do get accused of anything lame and half-assed
anyways besides me complaining and spamming like crap Ive been been thinking about it...quieting art class that is...
the teacher didn't give us any info or what-so-ever about it before we were able to choose, being on Saturday and the insane amount of time and the insane quantity and quality of them as well.
I was quite surprised when she chose me but its just ridiculous ...there's a crap load'a homework and a tiny bita time to do em with a good ''quality fell'' to em..... she dosen't care what reason you have ...
to her, ''a reason is an excuse'' for any ''absent or lateness's''
its not just me but there are a lot of peeps in the same class as I am in and they say the same stuff....
hmmm....there's just too much of that crap to do adding with the other subs crap? theres just......too less bloody time to finish it ...
maaan my bloody blasted days just are not getting any better ... i just wonder....
''when will this get any better?""
sorry for writing about this crap you can just ignore it
but anyways.....
i found a lota good games to watch just a while ago ..
did you guys read the book called ''The Beach''? its by Alex garland^^ its nice...
hmm guess thats it.....i guess for now? idkidkdikdikdidkdidkidk..idk....
hmmmmm think I 'm going insane cuz'a all of ''em''....>_<
since my days for filling on my ''sleep hours'' are taken its just doesn't get any better.
Senior form....hmmm....seems like my heath has gotten slightly ''bad-er'' as well with lesser as in really LESSER time to sleep.. it means lesser time
for my brain to rest...and more dozing off in class then before.
well before I had 4-5 hours of sleep now its just 2-3 =_=" and i just hate it when my blasted math teacher asks me to ''stay after'' school for apparently no reason
that just makes it worseer and one of the subs i chose...hmmm I'm trying not to doze off but i just have no idea whats going on in class....
I just think I reaaaaly need to get more sleep cuz i think 2-3 hours? thats just not enough for me...
lol there was this time when i was standing on the train and i believe it was around 8 -9 pm and i was snoozing while standing and it was real crowed and I nearly fell over on someone when i got pushed by the person behind me maaan how much i hate it when old lady's big ''chests'' hit me =_= man its troublesome when i do get accused of anything lame and half-assed
anyways besides me complaining and spamming like crap Ive been been thinking about it...quieting art class that is...
the teacher didn't give us any info or what-so-ever about it before we were able to choose, being on Saturday and the insane amount of time and the insane quantity and quality of them as well.
I was quite surprised when she chose me but its just ridiculous ...there's a crap load'a homework and a tiny bita time to do em with a good ''quality fell'' to em..... she dosen't care what reason you have ...
to her, ''a reason is an excuse'' for any ''absent or lateness's''
its not just me but there are a lot of peeps in the same class as I am in and they say the same stuff....
hmmm....there's just too much of that crap to do adding with the other subs crap? theres just......too less bloody time to finish it ...
maaan my bloody blasted days just are not getting any better ... i just wonder....
''when will this get any better?""
sorry for writing about this crap you can just ignore it
but anyways.....
i found a lota good games to watch just a while ago ..
did you guys read the book called ''The Beach''? its by Alex garland^^ its nice...
hmm guess thats it.....i guess for now? idkidkdikdikdidkdidkidk..idk....
hmmmmm think I 'm going insane cuz'a all of ''em''....>_<
Life, Surrealism At Its Finest
Written on:8/4/2019~19:40
April 25 2017, was the last day I had written any journal. But in all honesty it feels like I haven't written anything for more then 5 years today is 8/4/2019. Life has changed so fast over the past few months, it used to be years where i realized how things changed but now its all in a matter of weeks, and days hours for some things if I may say, But this is only just the beginning of a new chapter or what I would call it " a new save file in life"
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Many events or "arch's" or in this case since I'm the writer I'd say chapters has gone by. I remember most of the story like
Resilience in the Catalyst of Chaos
Its been so long since i had updagted anything here on DA. but today, I'm going to continue that short story i had years ago, about the lil teemo.
Years went by, and things have changed, people have changed in the blink of an eye right past her eyes. She came to epiphany, as the loss of some of the ones she called family, the ones she dearly loved were gone because of her own mistake. This lil teemo struggled hard throughout the year as the solid reason that ignited the entire downfall was because of an action she had taken. She risked the ones she loved, knowing well that there could be a chance where things would go wrong and she may lose
The New Chapter, now unfolds an untold tale
With college ending, the bridge that connects both dreams and realities is now more clear. It wasn't just epiphany that taught me, but more like the lessons that i have been taught by many. May they be teachers, my close friends or even the ones i call family, i great full for their overall advice and what not through the year. Just like the previous DA Journal Entry i have done, it was written in the end of high school and the start of college. I would honestly say that i didnt ever think i'd met such trustworthy type of people either and nor did i believe in fate. However in the process of change, i wasn't expecting to see the side effects
Memories, the past and the present.
College has started, and I've never thought I'd feel this must trust and affection from being with friends that I became really close with in such a short period of time. Theoretically, its impossible and logically it shouldn't even work out. However, somehow the boundaries of friendship and brotherhood seemed to have been broken by fate allowing me to dwell between the boundaries of being someone who's new in their lives, yet seem as if I have knew them for a long period of time . I'd admit its one of the mysteries in life I have never experienced before I always herd of fate from friends and family members but lil did I know, it actuall
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